Lumiin

The night the Spirit found its way home

I didn’t go looking for spirits – they found me. And in guiding them home, I remembered how to walk myself back into the light.
themes: spirit · return · sacred guideg

This is a personal reflection on a spiritual healing experience, shared as witnessing and remembrance rather than instruction or belief.

Twelve years ago, something happened that I’ve never been able to forget.
It was the year I first learned how to work with spirits – not in theory, not in stories, but in real life.

I had just finished a course where we were taught to guide lost souls into the light. Souls that didn’t know how to move on, or had forgotten they even could. The technique was simple but powerful: sit in meditation and ask,
“Creator of all that is, I command that a vortex of light open above me for the spirits to pass into God’s light”
And then, you wait.
You keep your eyes closed, but you see – not with your eyes, but inside. A soft light appears above you. And then shadows… moving into it. No logic. No science. But you know it’s real.
When it feels complete, you thank the Creator. And close the space.

A few weeks later, I went back to visit my parents.
I was living in another city at the time, about a three-hour drive away, while they still lived in the village where I grew up.

A spiritual healing experience of witnessing and release

 

One evening, while I was home, some friends from just a few streets over invited me to a barbecue.
Same village. Same familiar streets.
Just an ordinary night – or so I thought.

I took my bike from my parents’ house and headed out just as the light was starting to fade – maybe around 9 or 10 PM.

There were about eight of us gathered in a backyard. Laughter, stories, the smell of grilled food in the air.
But the night took a turn I didn’t expect.

One of the friends – the one hosting us – started talking about his neighbors. He lowered his voice, just a little.

He said the man next door had started acting strange about six months earlier. Then his wife, too.
They’d walk around the village saying wild things – that their horses were eating cocaine, that their arms were broken when they clearly weren’t… and other things I can’t even remember now.

But the strangest part?
Every single night, at exactly 11 PM, the woman would wake up. She’d turn on the light in their yard, walk out to the stable, place her hand on the door handle… and just stand there. Frozen. For two full minutes.
And right at 11 PM, like clockwork, all the animals on their property – pigs, chickens, horses, cats, dogs, cows – would suddenly go completely wild.
Screaming. Thrashing. As if something had taken over.
No other yards. No other homes. Just that one place.

Every. Single. Night.

My stomach dropped. I couldn’t shake the feeling that I knew what this was.
So I started asking more questions. The story went deeper.
Apparently, the family who lived in that house before them had gone through the same thing.
First the man lost his mind.
Then the woman.
Then they both died.

The energy shifted. We all fell quiet.
And just like that… the clock hit 11.

In that moment, everything exploded.

The animals on that property erupted in terror – howling, screeching, crying out in panic.
The woman turned on the light. Walked outside. Hand on the stable door.
Exactly as he said.

My body froze.
But something deeper took over.

I quietly stepped away from the circle, sat on the grass, and dropped into meditation.
“Creator of all that is,” I whispered, “I command that a vortex of light be opened for any lost spirits ready to pass into the light.”

And then I saw it.

Not with my eyes – but vividly.
A form appeared before me.
Dark. Dense.
It wasn’t evil, but it wasn’t kind either. It carried a heaviness. A coldness.
My chest tightened. My breath grew shallow. My skin prickled with heat and fear.
Everything in me wanted to move away, to not be near this thing.

Still, I spoke to it:
“It’s time. You can go now.”
But it didn’t move.

I remembered what I was taught.
“If a spirit resists, ask its name.”

So I did. And it answered.
The name was strange, like a string of letters that didn’t quite belong together.
But I knew it was real.

So I said:
“Universe, I command that [name] be sent into the light of God. Thank you. It is done. It is done.”

And in the next breath – it left.

All the animals went silent.
Not gradually. Instantly.
The night fell into stillness.

I was stunned.
Frozen.
Shaking.

I said a quiet goodbye to my friends, got on my bike, and rode home trembling.
And that night, even as an adult, I did something I hadn’t done in years:
I slept in my parents’ bed – right between them.
Because the fear – the awe – it was too big to carry alone.

You’d think the story ends there.
But a few months later, I was back in the village visiting.
I ran into a friend who had also been there that night.

And while we were catching up, she casually mentioned:
“Oh, by the way… the man from that house? He’s been totally fine.
He helped my dad in the yard earlier this week. Like nothing ever happened.”

I blinked.
“What?”
“Yeah. Didn’t I tell you? He got better right after that night.”
She said it like it was normal.

But I knew better..

That night didn’t happen by accident.
It was part of a story that began long before I was born – a story passed down in silence, woven from the pain and forgetting of those who came before.

Spirits don’t stay to haunt.
They stay when something remains unresolved.
A truth buried. A wound left open.
I may never know what wound kept that soul bound. But I know it needed to be acknowledged.
And sometimes, we are the ones called to finish what others could not.

I didn’t save anyone that night.
I simply listened.
I answered what had been waiting to be seen.
I acted with presence.
And when I did, the healing happened.

Because the unseen is not separate from us.
It walks with us. Breathes through us.
And when we make space for what was left behind, we don’t just set a soul free, we set something inside ourselves free, too.

Some chains are older than memory.
But when one link breaks,
the whole lineage exhales.

💫 We are not here to carry the past forever. We are here to witness it, honor it… and let it go.

Now that I’ve written it all down – remembering each part, reading and rereading – reliving every part of it..

I’ll admit… a little bit of that old fear crept back in.

Even after all these years, that night still lives somewhere deep in me.

Perhaps this spiritual healing experience was never about what I encountered that night, but about what was finally released when it was seen and allowed to go.

✦ A letter that finds you when you’re ready ✦

Let my next whisper find you.

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not by schedule, but by truth.


This space is not here to gather people.

It is here to offer space.

These are not writings for everyone.

If they resonate, it is because something in you already knows.

This is not growth. This is a spiral.

You are already home.

with quiet Light,

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